Heidi Montag Suicidal?

Heidi Montag is insecure? Huh.

An insider says that “Heidi hates herself, which is why she’s got into this mess. No matter how many times she goes under the knife, it doesn’t take away from the fact she’s the same insecure person underneath.”

The insider also says The Hills, who enjoyed some lunch at Zooma Sushi and ice cream with her husband, is depressed and definitely popping the painkillers that she first got after her 12 surgeries, making her doped up and full of “terrible mood swings.”

Friends (Spencer?) fear she’s on the verge of ending her own life want her to go to rehab before it’s too late. The question is, will Celebrity Rehab with Dr. Drew let Spencer Pratt camp outside the gate with his binoculars?